Blaaaaaaagh. i am the monster under your beeeeeeed.
No.
not really
....im in your closet lolz.
My nieces have swine flue D:
so im planning for the entire family to be bed ridden for the next week or so.
Im astonished that i haven't got sick yet though, considering that ive been babysitting them for the past 3-4 day's while my sis and her hubby were working on their new house

so, I'll probably be the next to get sick.
yaaay (Sarcastic-ness)
Also, figuring out college stuff is....FRUSTRATING.
Scholarships, loan's, financial aid. blah blah blah
and on top of all of that
finding the collage's you want to apply for. Find out what you want to do, and then actually packing up and leaving.
And since where i live (Middle of no where) is pretty much College-free.
I'll more than likely have to move to be able to go at all.

Which is something i am not looking forward to.
I dont want to move all by myself to some strange place lol. It's one of my deep routed fear's ( Alone-ness)
I've tried to talk a couple people into moving with me, be roomates.
yeaaaah that didnt go over so well.

I'm a little excited about the new experiences though. Im not completely disliking the thought of moving out of my little town.Its just the fact that i wont know anyone.

ah well, i guess i'll see what happeneds